Food Diary: The beginning xp

I want this scale gahh its so cute

Losing weight has got to be one of the hardest processes in life. Some say it is one of the easiest but for me it is hard because one I just love food! I try to eat healthy but its almost as if I have a strange addiction eating. 

My diagnoses: I eat past the point of being full just because its there.

yum yum yum me want coOkiez [so me]

Now how horrible is that? Like now im sitting here feeling as if I am bursting at the seams because I devoured an entire tuna footlong sub from subway. I was already full eating half but no there I go.  I cant even say its comfort because now I feel so uncomfortable and contemplating going and throwing up to release the bulge in my belly absolutely grotesque right??!!!

Detox:  I’ve been reading up on these cleanses that you can do to detoxify the body and I am contemplating doing a couple. I feel Fat unhealthy and out of control.

I’m using myfitnesspal app on my phone to track my calorie intake and exercise but I haven’t updated all the way.  IDK I have to take control of this…obesity is so not cute!

Lol okay I am done with my rant on fatness for the day besides the bible clearly states:

Psalm 109:24 “²⁴ My knees are weak through fasting; and my flesh faileth of fatness.”

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